how come it’s cool for snakes to spit venom and unhinge their jaw to swallow people whole, but when i do it, i’m the “antichrist” and i need an “exorcism”?
Anonymous asked: WELL I THINK IT IS, SO GO FOR IT
Anonymous asked: JUST PULL AN ALLNIGHTER
I DON’T KNOW IF THAT’S SUCH A GOOD IDEAAnonymous
Anonymous asked: WHATS UP CARRAY
I SHOULD BE SLEEPING HAHAAnonymous
Anonymous asked: HI CARRAY
Anonymous asked: how do you write beautiful in chinese?
Anonymous asked: how are you? (please answer this in an interesting manner)
Well you see, Anon, when look as good as I do, every day tends to turn out well. Even if it feels like things are going slowly, you just take a quick gander in the mirror and everything just seems to be fine. For these 20 days that I have been back home and these 18 years that I have been on this planet, I still haven’t gotten tired of being me, and I can’t imagine that I ever will. So to answer your question, I am wonderful.
Well actually now that I think about it, I also tend to be very pensive. I get a bit overwhelmed when I think about the future and how things are going to turn out. I am literally one big body filled with thoughts and ideas that range from hypothetical situations to things that I simply can’t control. I don’t know what’s happening to me because nothing ever used to be this serious. I used to be such a genuinely happy kid but I suppose growing up a little more has made me more aware of the inevitable truths of the world that I have to accept, whether I like it or not. I find myself amazed when I think about the fact that the future is unwritten so pretty much anything is possible. I dream of all the wonderful things I will do and the beautiful places I will go. In my eyes the sky is the limit, but the only problem with my ever so active imagination is that I find myself caught up in my dreams to a point where it distracts me from reality. There is still so much that I have to do before I can become who I want to be. Another problem with my wishful thoughts is that I think about what will make me happy in the future so much that I begin to find it hard to be happy with the way things are now. It starts off small but then I get so concerned with things that have yet to happen that I want to just forget everything and I begin to wonder what the point to anything is anymore.
Perhaps my thoughts are getting a bit too convoluted, but I can’t help it. I don’t think it’s conceited of me to say that I’m one of the greatest thinkers that I know. I have such a high mental capacity that I can’t help but to over-think everything. I have such a mathematical way of thinking where everything has to have a place somewhere. It’s like using an equation to solve a lengthy word problem. I don’t like not having a plan for something. I question every single outcome of any given situation and try to figure out which could be the most optimal one. The main problem with this way of thinking, however, is that there are so many other factors to take into consideration. Anything could change at any given time and throw off my whole train of thought.
I don’t know, I feel like I’m going off on a tangent. I don’t want to stray away from my main point, but I’m basically saying that I am an optimist with pessimistic tendencies. I love looking toward the future with a high head but sometimes I just get distracted by random flows of negative energy. At the end of the day I’m just trying to enjoy life and make it at the same time.
Is that interesting enough?Anonymous
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